It's probably the most asked question among everyone...what happens when we die?
We've been conditioned to fear death. I've had 5 full fledged NDE's and it's the most exhilarating experience it's possible to have, the ultimate adrenaline rush.
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The fact is, we don't die. "Death" as we think of it doesn't exist. During every one of my 5 NDE's I was as conscious and aware as I am right now, writing this.
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The video below very accurately describes Near Death Experiences or NDE's. Listen particularly to what he says about the life review because we'll cover this.
I've experienced both the Drac incarnation trap and not walking into that trap during those NDE'S. I've experienced what happens after we get back home. I've experienced all 3 of the locations it's possible to go when we die. I've listened to the work of any who concentrate on the question of what happens when we die and their individual conclusions.
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This is not to say I have all the right answers because the "right" answers depend on the individual who is experiencing "death". It is largely an individual process apart from the location we go when we "die".
The late Dolores Cannon is very accurate in describing the experience below:
I'll begin by sharing what I personally learned during my 5 NDE's and trips back home and from speaking at length with the Angelics about the death experience:
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DEATH AS WE THINK OF IT AND UNDERSTAND IT DOES NOT EXIST
All that we are, our soul and consciousness never die. We are like a snake shedding its skin.
We simply discard the physical body we no longer need, that is the 'container' for our soul and consciousness. We only need the meat suit due to the density of Earth. A snake shedding its skin happens simply because it has outgrown that skin. Shedding it does not harm the snake in any way, the snake goes on its merry way, continuing to live its life. We do the same thing.
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OUR DEATH EXPERIENCES ARE PRE-SCRIPTED BY US PRIOR TO INCARNATION ANYWHERE. THE DEATH WE CHOOSE TO EXPERIENCE IS CONTAINED WITHIN OUR SOUL CONTRACT
We individually choose the kind of death we will experience and therefore, everyone's death experience will be uniquely theirs to a large degree. In pre-planning our deaths, we have 5 earthly exit points to choose from, that contain when we'll "die", how we'll "die", what our "death" experience will consist of based on the person we've chosen to become in each of our incarnations and the spiritual lessons we chose to learn during that incarnation.
Note: The dark forces cabal is now trying to discredit the soul contract as being "fake".
Don't fall for that BS. The soul contract is very real.
An overview of the Soul Contract...
Yup, we all made a soul contract before incarnating here. And I'm sure like myself, we all did one of these when it came to our soul contract to agree to come to this Earth sh**show.
Like WHAT THE HELL WERE WE THINKING?!!
Recently I've noticed a lot of talk and apprehension regarding the Draconian Reptilian reincarnation farm. We'll get into that but be assured you do NOT have to walk into that trap.
Our cosmic incarnations are about nothing other than spiritual education. We possess infinite wisdom of the cosmos, it's encoded in our very DNA. But we lacked the practical experience to go with that knowledge and getting our spiritual educations is what our incarnations are all about. "Death" is simply transferring from spiritual school to spiritual school in order to gain that practical experience via the lessons we choose to learn during our incarnations.
See The Cosmic Educational System
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For example: Let's say a person chose as one of their spiritual lessons what it would be like to live life as a satanist as the guy below did. There's no "right and wrong" associated with this choice. It is what he wanted to experience as a life lesson.
So he draws up his soul contract to learn the lesson of life as a satanist and his death experience he scripts for himself will reflect this.
If you walk a negative Dark path, that is what your death experience will reflect. If you're a satanist you more than likely want to go to "Hell" to live with Satan.
Normally those who then experience that negative death experience realize very quickly they don't like where they end up and they want OUT. Because there is no right or wrong in choosing this life lesson, the Angelics then step in and say "Well, there's another path you can take, we'll show you that path and then you choose which path you wish to pursue now."
The gentleman above decided he liked the alternate path better so turned his life around and left Satanism behind. LESSON LEARNED! No, he's not punished for choosing to experience life as a Satanist for his incarnation and spiritual lessons are his and his alone to make and there is no "right" or "wrong" in the lessons you choose to learn!
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EARTH RELIGIONS WERE CREATED TO CONTROL THE MASSES AND ARE ALL BASED ON LIES AND DECEPTIONS OR "REWARD AND PUNISHMENT", THE OLDEST CONTROL MECHANISM IN THE BOOK
"Heaven", "Hell", "Purgatory", "Jesus", "sin" - all fictional creations as part of that control mechanism.
The Roman Catholic Church and Papacy publicly admitted this years ago:
"In three controversial Wednesday Audiences, Pope John Paul II pointed out that the essential characteristic of heaven, hell or purgatory is that they are states of being of a spirit (angel/demon) or human soul, rather than places, as commonly perceived and represented in human language." Source
Pope Francis reportedly denies the existence of hell. Vatican panics.
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Church Invented Hell And Heaven To 'control The Masses', Says Retired Bishop
Correct, no such physical places as "Heaven", "Hell", "Purgatory" exist. If you go back to the ancient texts, you'll see that the terms "Heaven" and "Hell" describe states of mind or being.
This is still reflected in our modern day language! What does one say if they're experiencing something blissful, joyous? "I'm in heaven!" And what does one say when experiencing something not at all pleasant? "This is hell." Go back and read ancient texts and they state heaven and hell describe states of mind/being.
Read the religious sections of this website.
LUCID DREAMING IS NOT THE SAME AS A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE OR THE DEATH PROCESS.
They are two completely different things. There is no other way to experience death and what comes after it other than to go through the death process itself. It cannot be replicated in any other form, including what one sees and experiences in one of the three death locations.
Nor does the astral plane have anything whatsoever to do with the death experience and the fact is, most people have no clear understanding of what the astral realm is.
Deep Dive Into the Astral Plane
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WE ALL WALK INTO THE DRAC REINCARNATION TRAP UPON DEATH AS PART OF THEIR REINCARNATION FARM
The dark forces are every bit as bound to the cosmic law of non interference as the Divine and benevolents are.
They have no power whatsoever over you apart from what you yourself give them via complying with their BS.
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Yes, they have a reincarnation trap. That trap is the long dark tunnel with the light at the end that draws you to it.
During my last NDE I deliberately went into the Reincarnation Farm trap. However, before I did I put it out into the universe "I DO NOT COMPLY WITH ANY DARK ENTITIES INTERFERING WITH MY REINCARNATIONS IN ANY WAY WHATSOEVER. TO DO SO IS INTERFERRING WITH MY FREE WILL."
When I got to the end of that tunnel and walked into the light, I was given the same free will choice I had during my other 4 NDE's. Did I want to return to earth?
You will only walk into that trap if you comply with it! The dark forces want you to believe they can control your incarnations. THEY CANNOT!
Universal laws like the law of non interference with free will apply across the board to every living being - including them. The way they get around this universal law of non interference is if you do not specifically state "I DO NOT CONSENT!" they perceive your compliance as your consent to them doing what they wish with you. The Galactic court sees it the same way.
Compliance = consent.
So...to avoid the reincarnation farm trap, put it out there you do not consent to being reincarnation farmed. Do not walk down the dark tunnel. Turn around and look behind you. You'll see a corridor in space that looks something like this...
Go down that corridor instead of the dark tunnel. Avoiding the reincarnation farm trap is that simple. NO ONE has control over your soul or your reincarnations but YOU. Period.
It's to the benefit of these dark force entities to make you believe they can do things they cannot do, in order to control you. If you buy into that, then you're handing your personal power over to them and putting it in their hands.
The Life Review
I instructed you to listen very carefully to Dr. Long in the first video when he spoke about the life review. He has it absolutely correct. I was allowed to watch a life review being conducted, by Jmmanuel himself. There is no standing before "God" who judges you. That's just more earth religion control. There is no judgement apart from you judging your own performance.
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Dr. Long mentioned a 'screen' where you see your life play out and feel it.
Based on a sketch by Pat Jackson. Watercolor by Mala Rama. © Mala Rama
Close. That 'screen' is actually the domed top of the Scanning Machine. I'm sure you've heard someone who had a brush with death say "I saw my life flash before my eyes." The Scanning Machine is where that saying originated, for that's essentially what happens during your life review.
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I was allowed to watch a woman who'd recently passed go through her life review. She was what we would term a grandmotherly sort with a heart of gold - always helped others whenever she could, never had a bad word to say about anyone.
In what seems like seconds, your entirely earthly life including everyone you've crossed paths with plays out in the domed top of the machine in holographic form. But you don't just watch it. You FEEL it from the perspective of everyone you've ever crossed paths with during your earthly life. If you brought a person love and happiness, that's what you'll feel. If you hurt them and brought them pain, you'll feel it just as they did when you hurt them.
By the end of her life review, the grandmotherly sort with the heart of gold was a sobbing heap on the floor. This had such an impact on me that I vowed right then and there I would clean up my act, knowing my turn at the scanning machine would come. It's a vow I've tried my hardest to keep to this day.
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Then you judge yourself and your performance. No one else judges you. You can then decide whether or not you'll incarnate again to improve on your performance.
No, there's no standing before "God" who reads off a laundry list of your misbehavior for we'd learn nothing that way, go right back around and do the same damn thing again. But if you FEEL the pain you cause another, you're going to think twice about acting that way again.
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No, there is no St. Peter at the Pearly Gates...although the Angelic dimension does have white light gates at its entry and this is what people have mistaken for the Pearly Gates.
So what does home look like?
The following description is based on my own NDE's and trips back home, my observations and those of others who have had NDE's. But again, "death" is an individualized experience so our experiences won't necessarily be your experiences.
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It is more beautiful and magnificent than any fictional "Heaven" you might imagine.
Upon arriving back home, you'll find yourself at what's called "The Adjustment Level". For all intents and purposes it's the "Resting Place" Dolores Cannon described.
The Angelics were charged by Creator with the accounting of every soul created, as the soul travels through it's various incarnations. This being the case, the Orientation Center will be your first stop so that your soul can be accounted for.
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The Orientation Center looks something like the screenshot below.
It rather resembles an ethereal Grand Central Station and the process of having your soul accounted for is rather like checking into a hotel here.
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After your soul is accounted for, you will have your first meeting with your Angelic life guide or mentor. The Life Review follows that, after you've gone through the resting phase - or what Dolores Cannon described as the resting place. The resting phase is carried out on the Adjustment Level.
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It's called the Adjustment Level because this is where you adjust being back in pure energy spirit form. I'll illustrate this using a spirit box session with actor, Matthew Perry who died suddenly and unexpectedly from a heart attack in his hot tub. The spirit box session was conducted the day after Matthew's passing so Matthew is on the Adjustment Level at that time.
Matthew says "Miss slowly, I am homesick." He then states he's missing his cell phone.
He's also met briefly with his Angelic mentor - and will have more meetings at a later date.
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So Matthew is adjusting to being back in spirit, having left earth and everything here.
Everything in the Angelic realm is manifested into the physical using only the mind and consciousness. No need for money, it's useless there. For example, if one is homesick like Matthew said he was, they can simply think a replica of their earth home into existence if that's what will make their adjustment easier. (No, our technology like cell phones can't be replicated there for cell phones are just another dark force control mechanism. They're called CELL phones for a reason.)
One then goes into the resting phase in order to adjust being back in pure energy form.
During the resting phase the person in spirit does not usually communicate with people here. This is because the person is learning how to do things like communicate telepathically and using their energy to do so. It's rather like learning a foreign language because most terrestrial humans aren't telepathic communicators.
How long a person spends in the resting phase depends on them and how long it takes them to readjust to being pure energy again. It's been my observation that people like Matthew, who experienced sudden, unexpected deaths take a bit longer to adjust than those who have more normal expected passings.
Are there buildings, cities at home? Absolutely! Although it's not plural "cities" but more like one expansive city. That city is absolutely breathtaking!
When you step through the white light gates, the first thing you notice is that the 'streets' are paved in a gold material not found on earth but it looks like the gold we're familiar with.
You'll see the city laid out before you and it stretches as far as the eye can see.
On either side of the white light gates are magnificent gardens full of flowers in perfect bloom. The colors are much more vivid there than here on Earth as well.
My sketch of the gardens at home
These gardens are similar to earth gardens with statuary and water features. However, they differ from Earth gardens in that they have crystal rods jutting out of them. The Angelics explained to me that these rods are like very advanced super computers and they provide the light within the Angelic realm being it has no sun like earth and other planets do.
The rods cast pastel colored rainbow-like light all over the gardens - just beautiful.
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The weather is always a sunny, 73° so everything exists in a state of perfection.
And this will surprise you...it's an exact duplicate of Earth. We subconsciously recreated here what we remembered home being.
Home has our 7 Wonders of the World, the unsunken islands of Atlantis and Lemuria, even the Garden of Gethsemane. All in a state of absolute perfection.
For example, the Angelic Hall of Records is a massive library containing every work ever written anywhere. It's absolutely gianormous in size. But check this out...
Angelic Hall of Records (left) Roman Pantheon (right)
Our Roman Pantheon is nearly an exact replica of the Hall of Records! In fact, many of the Halls at home are the same styles of architecture we have here on Earth. And some, like the Halls of Justice are more modern in design.
The Hall of Justice is located on one of the higher levels of the Angelic realm. The realm consists of what we'd call the 7th through 15th densities, home is comprised of several levels.
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One would think this combination of different styles of architecture would look like a disjointed mish mosh but it doesn't. I can't explain why...but it all looks like it belongs together.
On the 15th level is the Throne Room. Yes, there is actually a Throne Room. It's a very odd place in that you know you are in a gianormous room but at the same time are walking through open space. At the far end of this room are 3 thrones, the middle one larger than the 2 that flank it.
The middle throne is for the Creator Source that is pure energy but can manifest into any form it chooses. The other 2 thrones are for the Angelic King and Queen.
(Where do you think we got the idea to create earth royalty?)
One does not sit on cloud eating bon bons. Once one passes, they are either undergoing another incarnation, studying at one of the 490 Melchizedek schools in the Mira system in preparation for their next planned incarnation or they are doing spiritual work on behalf of the cosmos. There are many Halls where this work takes place, on different levels of the Angelic realm.
Yes, it's true you go to a location in which the level of frequency and vibration matches that of your own. You cannot exist in either a physical body or as energy in a location whose frequency and vibration is higher than that of your own. It would be like jumping your car battery with the cable clips reversed on the positive and negative battery terminals. You fry the battery with the electrical current (energy) reversed.
Each level of the Angelic realm has a different frequency and vibration. The higher the level you go to, the higher the frequency and vibration. I said the cosmos is one big spiritual educational system and Earth is the most difficult school in that educational system. It's here one is supposed to learn Energy - that includes frequency and vibration. How to direct energy, how to use it to manifest things into the physical, etc.
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The following video series was made using many people's descriptions of home. It's very accurate. (Disregard it being called fictional "Heaven")
Another video of a man who had an NDE...
Is there any fear during the death process?
Not unless that's what you scripted for yourself. I don't subscribe to fear, my Angelics having taught me "Fear does not exist unless we create it ourselves. Fear is nothing but what we make our own minds believe." Because this is what I believe, I experienced not one nanosecond of fear during any one of my 5 deaths.
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Quite the opposite...it was an experience we don't have words to describe. It's the ultimate adrenaline rush and I'd go through the death process every day if I could. It's totally awesome, start to finish. "Death" is nothing more than the ultimate celebration of life. From an educational system standpoint, it's no different from one graduating high school to go on to attend college or graduating college to go on to grad school. You're doing nothing more than 'graduating' and transferring to attend a new school in the cosmic educational school system.
That's it in a nutshell.
Will you meet Jesus when you die? No, Jesus was a fictional creation of the church and Papacy based on 2 brothers who actually did exist, one of them inheriting the "Jesus" label in the process. His name is Jmmanuel. If you scripted to meet him, you will.
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Who determines which of the 3 places you go to?
You, your personal frequency and vibration (amplitude), the death you scripted for yourself and in small part, the Divine Angelics in that they ensure you get to where you're supposed to be and don't end up "Lost In Space". If you don't like where you end up, they're the ones that step in and say to you "OK, here's alternate paths you can take, you choose which path you want to take and we'll send you back to put you on that path. Choice is yours."
So if the top level of the Angelic realm would be one of the places you can go, and the Adjustment Level or "Resting Place" is another level you can go to, what's the third level?
Hang onto your hats for this one!
During one of the many "field trips" home I took with Jmmanuel (apart from the NDE's) as we were leaving the Adjustment Level I saw a portal off to my left.
I asked Jmmanuel "What's in there?"
He replied "What you'd call Hell."
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Well, THAT got my interest! I wanted to see it for myself!
"You don't want to go in there," Jmmanuel advised.
"Oh YES I DO! i want to see what it's like!"
We argued about this for over 30 minutes until he saw I wasn't going to change my mind. We agreed he'd get me out the second I asked him to.
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HOLY...MOTHER...OF...GOD! To say I lasted a nanosecond in there would be greatly exaggerating, before I was screaming at the top of my lungs "GET ME OUTTA HERE!"
It is pitch black, you see absolutely nothing. If you still had a physical brain in your head, it would be rattled out of your head by the constant deafening screaming and moaning going on all around you. You EXIST as the most utter state of despair we don't even have language to describe. You ARE complete and utter despair itself.
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"Holy sh**!" I said to Jmmanuel. "If that ain't Hell, what is it?"
"Let's just call it the Holding Space," he said.
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A few years later I'd read George Green's Handbook for the New Paradigm. And what do I find in it? A description of the (and I quote) HOLDING SPACE. (Green himself claims the info in that Handbook came from the ET's.) If you don't believe me about the holding space, click on that link above and read the Handbook for yourself.
How did the ET's describe the holding space? As a "place for contemplation". Yeah, good luck with contemplating anything in there!
Who goes to the holding space? Those who chose to live a left hand path of what we understand as "evil". Here's where we humans get it waaaaaaaaaaaay wrong. We have a very black and white view of what's evil and what isn't - but it's incorrect. To the ET's there is no "good or evil" but merely different levels of spiritual education and lessons. We humans also tend to let our egos "play God" and scream for justice that is not ours to deliver. The Creator did not abdicate his throne and plant our butts in it to deliver justice - which is to say, PUNISHMENT. Not a single one of us sit high enough to do that and the Angelics understand this all too well in that they themselves don't judge and punish.
It's been my experience that those who elect to land themselves in the holding space punish themselves worse than any of us could ever punish them. They aren't in there long before they want OUT! That's what they're there to contemplate...do I want to change my ways now? No? Then that's where they remain until they do decide to CONTEMPLATE changing their ways. They don't need us to deliver any kind of punishment at all...they do that all by themselves and do so very effectively.
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Incidentally, the spirits of those in the holding space often refer to it as "the dark", as their being "in the dark" vs. in the Light. Well, it is pitch black in there so...accurate description.
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What happens in cases of suicide?
Again, this depends on the individual, what kind of person they were in life and the reasons behind why they took their own life.
If we look at the suicide of the young woman in the video at left, she took her own life because "I lost Light."
She lost sight of her own worthiness as a living being and in doing so, lost any love she felt for herself.
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Just as there is no punishment for anything else in death, there is no punishment in suicide.
I can't name a physical location where these lost souls go...rather, it's like their state of being is one similar to the fictional "Purgatory" and not a physical place. Wherever they are, they undergo healing while in that state until they realize they are worthy of love. Light = love.
Then there are cases like Robin William's suicide.
Robin was a friend of mine through a former Detroit Country Day School classmate of his. Being I knew Robin apart from his on screen presence I took his death really hard.
Yes, he was a brilliant comedian but he was very different from his stage presence in every day life.
More than a brilliant comedian, he was a brilliant humanitarian. In every day life he was quiet, reserved and most of all, humble. He never spoke about all of the humanitarian works he did.
I knew Robin was sick before it was publicly announced he'd been diagnosed with Parkinson's.
That was a misdiagnosis and when he passed not even Robin knew his actual illness was Lewy Body Dementia. in the final stages of Lewy that Robin was in, one experiences hallucinations, paranoia, delusions and a host of other symptoms. Basically, the person is no longer in their right mind and that's the state Robin was in when he committed suicide. He wasn't in his right mind due to the Lewy Body Dementia and the hallucinations and delusions he was suffering from at the time of his suicide.
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In cases like Robin's, there is no blame to be placed apart from on the illness itself. So in cases like these, the person goes to the Light - as Robin did.
In either suicide situation, the person will reincarnate because they haven't fulfilled their soul contract for that incarnation they ended prematurely. I'm a medium, I was in touch with Robin after his death and he himself told me yes, he realized he had to reincarnate. Unfortunately for all of us, it won't be as the Robin Williams we all knew and loved.​
Disinformation
My personal take on the above video? I shut if off 12 minutes into it. By then the guy making the video had already identified himself as an ASTRAL TRAVELER, and in the video had promoted a New Ager book titled "Ascension - Guide to the 5th Dimension". That told me all I needed to know and identify the guy as a New Agey Surface Level 'Truther'. OFF SWITCH, SWIPE LEFT!
That he misidentifies the astral realm as the "afterlife" speaks for itself and the disinformation that was certainly likely to follow that first 12 minutes of the video. That he had the vampire experience he did in the astral realm doesn't surprise me one bit. Obviously the guy has no clue what the astral realm houses and that it is NOT the afterlife. It's also blatantly obvious to anyone who has had an NDE that he has never had one. Don't put out videos calling other people "idiots" until you've experienced an NDE yourself and are therefore, qualified to make a video about the death process and afterlife.
You do not experience the death process and afterlife during astral travel. Period. That's akin to saying "I experienced "Heaven" by going to "Hell"."​
We need to shake off the fear and religious myths involving death and see it for what it really is - the greatest celebration of life it's possible to have. We don't need a physical place called "Heaven" for what exists is far better in every respect and most importantly, respects our free will while allowing us to grow and evolve spiritually.
I'm a medium. Does this mean when we do a spirit rescue we're not actually bringing anyone to the Light?
That's precisely what it means. We do not have the authority to bring anyone passed to the Light. That's our own egos at work: "I'LL SAVE YOU!" (Don't feel bad...before I wised up I attempted spirit rescues as a medium too.) We do not know the passed person's personal frequency and vibration rate for starters so don't know what level it's safe for them to go to. We know nothing about the spiritual lessons they contracted to learn while on Earth and whether or not they completed those lessons. We do not know how much healing they must undergo prior to their next incarnation. If they walked the path of the dark we have no clue as to whether or not they've realized the error of their ways so are safe to remove from the Holding Space. For all of these reasons, we are not in charge of anything that happens to a person after their passing and/or where they must be located that will match their frequency and vibration and accomplish everything that needs to be accomplished with them.
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Why do the spirits of some people seem to get stuck to the earthly plane and not go to the light?
I've found this happens a lot with those who experience a sudden and unexpected death and that there are various reasons for it. Some don't realize yet they ARE dead. Others want to hang around until they can tell someone here what happened to them to cause their death. Others have attachments to something earthly they're reluctant to leave behind, like their home. It depends on the person in spirit...but they all eventually go to the Light in their own time.
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Is it true we have escorts during the death process?
Yup! You'll have at least one if not more. If you've ever seen anyone just prior to passing, it often appears to us they're talking delusional gibberish to someone. It's not gibberish, they're communicating with their escorts.
These escorts are often deceased family members you were close to in life that have passed but really, they can be anyone you wish if you make your wishes known.
Why in the HECK would you decide to experience the reincarnation trap???
Because I knew I'd come back to Earth in my 4 other NDE's so being told "You have to return to Earth" in the reincarnation trap was going to be no skin off my back one way or the other given I'd CHOSEN to return 4 other times. I just wanted to experience the reincarnation trap for myself just like I wanted to experience the Holding Space for myself.
So is the reincarnation farm the dark force's imitation of the Angelic realm, of the Shadow Principle at work?
Yup, basically. That and the dark forces ultimate goal was to achieve immortality and that's their way of doing that. Just reincarnate themselves over and over again.
Are we in any way penalized for being cremated?
Nope. That is your free will choice and in the higher dimensions the physical body is seen as nothing more than a disposable "container". We have it backwards with the emphasis we put on the importance of the physical body. You're free to have it cremated if that is your wish. No interference with free will choices. *smile*
Why do we fear death as much as we do then?
Because the dark forces want you to. Look at everything they do, it all involves fear mongering because that's how they can control masses of people. There's no fear in death. At least there wasn't one moment of fear in any of my NDE's.
What happens to our children when they die?
They're considered innocents so go directly to the Light. They do receive healing if any is necessary. They do not undergo the Life Review because they are innocents. While on the other side, they will continue to watch over you until you meet them again when it's your turn to pass.
Know that they are alive and well in the meantime!
What about our pets that pass away?
During one of my NDE'S I encountered orbs of energy/light and they turned into every pet I'd lost during my entirely earthly life. They have souls too so go to the Light. In fact, they're all running around, freely playing with one another all over the Angelic realm. You'll see your pets again.
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Can we change our pre-scripted death plan in our soul contract?
That one I'm not sure about. I've never asked the Angelics that question to be honest.
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Weren't you scared during your NDE's?
No. The only time I recall being scared was coming out of anesthesia after one of my surgeries in which I'd coded on the table.
The hospital had just redecorated and painted their rooms bright orange and I came to with the face of my nurse looking down at me. It was my grade school archenemy and cheerleading squad nemesis, Debbie.
My first thought was "Oh Christ! I've died and gone the wrong way!"
But no, I wasn't scared during any of my actual NDE's taking place.
Funny thing though...once hospital administrators learned what my reaction to their bright orange walls were they immediately had them repainted pastel green. LOL I guess a patient thinking they've come out of anesthesia in "Hell" isn't great for their bottom line profits.
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Did you ever tell any of your surgeons of your NDE's when you coded?
Only one, Blair Bonnell. He was my dad's best friend and the surgeon who performed my emergency appendectomy when I was in my 20's. I told him everything the OR team had said and done to revive me while I was floating up near the ceiling, watching everything happening below. I even told him what music he'd had playing in the OR. I nearly gave the poor man a heart attack. That wasn't the only shock he got from me though...
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My appendix had ruptured 3 days earlier while I was riding roller coasters at Great America.
As they were prepping me for surgery he took my dad out in the hall and prepared him to lose me as I should've been dead within an hour or less of the appendix rupturing. I was in critical condition. When Blair got in there to remove the ruptured appendix he discovered it had somehow miraculously walled itself off, preventing the toxins from reaching the rest of my body. Said he'd never seen anything like it before in his decades of performing surgery.
I couldn't find a photo of Blair as he died many years ago, but did find a photo of his grave.
(Just so you know I'm not BSing you with the story above)
When we're passing do we worry about our family left behind, etc.?
Nope. They never even enter your thoughts during the actual death process itself. Nothing connected with earth does. You feel complete freedom from all of that. When you hit the other side, you don't worry about them because you know they'll be fine but you do think about them and even watch over them.
I don't have a question, I have a comment. I had an NDE and it was exactly as you described!
Glad it was a pleasant experience for you as well.
Did you have any demonic encounters during your NDE'S?
No, but I did coming out of a coma once. At least I think it was demonic, I was on really heavy duty IV painkillers and they can cause hallucinations. I saw demons at the foot of my bed. I yelled for my guys and the demons disappeared. Then I went unconscious again. But apart from that one incident I never encountered the demonic in any of my NDE's. They can't access the higher dimensions due to their extremely low frequency and vibration.
Why are our memories erased when we incarnate and can we demand them back when we pass?
You don't need to demand them back, that happens automatically on the other side. It's kind of like a total cosmic awareness that takes place, including your memories.
I don't know why the dark forces erase memories in their reincarnation farm. For nefarious purposes I'm sure.
As for the Angelic side of that coin, I once asked Jmmanuel why they did this and why they couldn't leave everything intact.
He replied "Because your head would explode."
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After I thought about that it made complete sense. When we're here on Earth it's already been scientifically proven we only use 30% of our brains at most. If you were to cram millions or billions of years of past life memories, etc. into our brains, our heads would explode. LOL
Our earthly brains just don't have that kind of data storage capacity operating at only 30% or less.