I always made it a point to resist during all of my Milab abductions. This was a thorn in the sides of my deep black military abductors.

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The same held true of their efforts to read my mind. Jmmanuel had already clued me in that they could only read one's mind if they have verbal language and facial expression to use, so I employed that tactic to block them from reading my mind.
 

This being the case, one of the military abductors took me to one of their mind reading centers to give me the message "RESISTANCE IS FUTILE!" (Obviously, resistance wasn't futile being that they showed me this top secret mind reading center in order to try to convince me "RESISTANCE IS FUTILE!")

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This mind reading center had a very large screen at the front of the room on which thought images were projected. It could be subdivided into a number of smaller screens, each containing the thought images of the person whose mind they were reading.

There were several long tables, each containing what I imagine were some kind of advanced computers they used to translate voice and facial expressions into thought projections on the screen.

In the beginning according to other Milabs who've seen these centers, the military would have actual Grey aliens there or they'd use a small person wearing an alien Grey mask to try to fool us into believing they were an alien Grey. (Figure at the bottom left of the sketch)
However, I did not see any Grey aliens of either variety during my visit to the mind reading center. I saw only military personnel and/or others involved in the deep black projects.

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The military came to regret showing me this mind reading center.

Each night they'd remotely conduct a torture session with me on a daily basis. One night I'd simply had enough and decided to teach them a lesson - that directing energy worked BOTH WAYS. I honestly didn't think what I was about to attempt would work...

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Using all of that anger I had, I began directing energy beams from my mind to their mind reading computers. I envisioned going down the rows, blowing up each computer. This took everything I had to do and I laid back on my couch, exhausted.

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Suddenly I was smelling smoke, I was hearing mens' voices cussing me out big time and I saw a military uniformed arm spraying one of the computers I'd exploded with a fire extinguisher. One man shouted "I TOLD YOU WE SHOULD'VE KILLED THIS C*** LONG AGO!"

I'm a non violent person so had no intention of physically harming any being but I do believe in seizing the moment to use to my advantage.
I telepathied to them "Mess with me again, I'll blow your f***ing hearts up right in your f***ing chests!"

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Funny thing happened. Their torture of me stopped that night and they never attempted to torture me again.

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I'd later learn the CIA does have psychics that can kill using only mind directed energy. If you don't believe this, watch the movie The Men Who Stare At Goats. It's a true story based on the CIA psychics trained to do this.